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Happy So Bad

by Massing

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1.
Dayblind 03:33
praying for sleep when i never prayed before today holy is he that lay me down until the next day oh god, never mind sleep's the god on my mind what i'd do for you, oh god what i wouldn't do body's shaking, joints are aching feel fucked up, must be mistaken i ain't slept for two days ain't feeling okay but i won't let myself have it any other fucking way putting everything off 'til the last minute sure i won't lose, but i'm sure not here to win it i know my limits just got too many speeding tickets i'm up and out, i'm never mind i'm holding out for better times the sun leaks through the night just takes it from me i think i need a hand i been trying to focus just as best as i can, but there's nothing like a good daydream i think of all the ways i could catch some sleep, yeah it gets so hard to stand but i'm leaning where i can oh no, shut it off hit pause one time peace is hard to find i ain't learned a damn thing from it i've just been dancing to an idle lullaby bye, bye my baby, my sweet i'm dead on my feet no power, at least not this hour no i'm not going home i'll beg and repent say never again my sheets will wash my sins away but not today and when i'm pure again i can tell myself it was all pretend, and i'll sleep the whole ride home find me some heaven of my own
2.
i'm feeling like i'm losing legs but tonight i'm gonna paint the town red as soon as i get out of bed i haven't slept, i need to rest yeah, i know best i'm picking my poison and i've been treating my wounds it's treating me feebly and it's picking at you i could drown in a dim light i'm listening now bright minds think alike when they're flickering out ooh, ooh what do i do if i go too far, like i always do? and hey, hey what'll i say when you ask me if i went and did the right thing? there's no time for looking back or keeping my mind on all the things i lack wish someone would cut the slack and hand it to me, so i could give it right back this shit ain't cutting it this wasn't what i wanted at all would someone flip the breaker? 'cause it feels like all the lights went off i'm one shot too deep to keep these bridges from burning and turning tail at sight of me i'm out cold i'm on fire and i don't know if you know what's been going toe to toe with me what have i got? is it what you need? probably not i'm washed up, washed out wash it down with anything light's out but the room's still spinning despite what's in front of my eyes i'm not going tonight
3.
Frozen Blood 03:06
huddling around the electric space heater and i'm always digging for a nickel at the parking meter oh, praying for the snow every time that it is cold oh girl, don't you know? these fingers, they don't budge it is all the frozen blood the cold has got to go ya oh, i bundled up 'til a couple months had gone and passed me by i was beating on your window in the middle of the winter when the coldest night arrived you opened your door to me and we started a fire then it burnt right down just like you found me frozen, but alive oh oh, burn slow and i'm so so cold in my bones that i'm froze yeah, we had hell to pay 'cause our hearts wouldn't beat the same and you blamed the winter in my eyes miss me, hate me today but you know it's not the same 'cause i blame the way you didn't try i tried to keep you warm but girl, i cannot tell what for you shiver at the sight of me when you burn the light right out of me well girl, let's follow form and it's 'bout time i shut the door it's warm inside, but not for you your frozen blood has got to go
4.
just a little shabby that's alright though same clothes as yesterday but you don't seem to mind, though i get so down on myself i can't do anything but when you come around i'm Tyson with that left swing it's the excitement of finding out that you're not invited another night in, a song or two when the blues is biting you hit me like a sunday morning spin me like a hurricane you change the tune of all these songs inside my fucked up brain like it ain't gotta be this way forever i just wanna be okay you help me do that so i'll help you with whatever, any day it ain't gotta be so sad i just wanna be so happy so bad you help me do that so i'll help you with whatever it is that you have to do all my ideas might be half-baked but i know i ain't half bad i used to think my worth was based on the bad thoughts i had that ain't the truth least, not to you when i think about the way you think of me, i'm not that sad i'm a good boy, just running in circles no need to be mad but props to you now what to do? i really wish that i knew how to thank you dusty lil baddie raised rusty, real ratty i still know his addy but i ain't seen my daddy in two years ooh, tears got my mother, aunties and a few peers this goes out to you, cheers oh i guess i'm just another mama's boy 'member when we all was poor? got the type of loyalty you couldn't pay a dollar for when i'm with my family i'm the captain, comma, commodore schooling all the kids and doing numbers à la common core i know i ain't a perfect man yeah, this ain't the way i had it planned but i know i'm worth a damn and i'm alright where i am

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released July 27, 2018

Massing is Heath Holley and Robb Coleman.

produced and mixed by Robb Coleman.
mastered by Marcus Stone.

all songs written and performed by Massing.
guitar solo on "Frozen Blood" courtesy of Tyler Cooper.
vocals on "Shabby" courtesy of Shelem.

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